THE MIYUYUMES

                  ok ,about a week ago ,i came to ewin's home .we had broken up.i miss him so i told him i need my photo .he trusted me .when i came there he was sleeping .his sistr,anonk woke his up and we were watching movie then. we watched STEP FATHER.ewin hold my hand tightly ,kissed my hairs,i just cant ignored. suddenly he forced me to watching HARI UNTUK AMANDA ,he said its a good movie ,about couple who broke up and the girl want to get marry .so OKA ANTARA is the player ,ilovehimtoomuchveryhuge.and i thought the movie was perfectly tragic. so sad ,but i didnt cry in front of hi,.i said world is cruel and harry (oka) didnt have possibility to be a husband, ewin loves the soundtrack,when he drove me home we fight cause he saw(i swear he wasflirting wif a girl-hot girl -in becak)i drove him back and leave him alone ,but few minutes later i realized i was wrong ,too jealousy is not good enough so i came back to simlingkar and called him from wartel
                   but he didnt want to drove me back ,so i was waiting him in front his home until he came out ,i followed him wherever because his father asked him to buy anthena.in the end he didnt want to drove me home because it was late nite ,10 oclock ,i knew it was childish and i am sorry bout my personality ,i wanna be new ditta ,i hope ewin and i can be friends . i need another boyfrieds .BECAUSE ,IF WE AREN'T HAVE SAME RELIGION ,WE AREN'T SOULMATE ,(kl kita beda agama itu artinya kita mang ga jodoh dr awal) yeah i knew it ,i promise my mom i will leave him when i at university . i love him ,but he always make me cry ,sad ,desperate,crazy ,mad ,angry,stupid, i dont know who i am.and im a teenage ,so its a usual thing ,... i guess ... here is the lyric of HARI UNTUK AMANDA SOUNDTRACK .

SINGER : MUSIC FOR SALE
TITLE : SO RIGHT

Love is so funny when you get hurt and you're starting to laugh
just standing alone now figuring why everything was going so fast
and all you've wanted was someone and love will take care for the rest
like I can do...like I want to...for so long...


Love is a puzzle and all you need is someone just to figure it out
don't look away babe cause u know I always be willing to try
I'll wait you right here babe cause I know that baby I'm not fooling around
baby I want you...just only you...for so long

Chorus

Baby, I know what you feel and I'm so inspired
honey, if you let me with you I'll fix you right
So Right....
We might as well go on together
cause baby I can love you better
if you realize


I know that you're sad babe and all you need is love but love was not easy to find
don't look far now cause you know I always be waiting in front
I'll always be here even though I know you always left me behind
Baby I want you...just only you...for so long

Back to chorus

I want to love, hold, give you all the care that you need
relax baby when you're with me cause I'll be the one who holds you tight
tonight, baby when we're together, this feeling will take you further and you'll be alright...


i love you ewin ,you are my first love but we had a wrong relationship ,it was bad,we did too many things.